It is Just Too Good to be True....

Friday, January 26, 2007

okay....i think there's sumthing wrong with my blog....
will fix tat some other day....

im gonna be 17 soon!!!!
this coming wednesday....
duty roster shows tat i would be working night shiftg....
tat's the sad part....
though im trying to swap days with elly....
but on the other side, if i do need to work....
my friends will be there to celebrate my birthday with me at work....
who knows boss would let me eat the ice cream....
hahaha....
another thing....
pay day is coming!!!!
$$$$
can spend spend spend....
without anyone stopping me cause its my own money....
*power of working*
wonder wat i'll be buying....
most days i'll be working (confirm one....always need to cover for people - tiring but will get more pay)
and on my off days would be shopping....
cause staying at home would be boring....
either shopping or go have some fun....

another thing....
K wont be coming back to work already!!!!
yeah!!!!
freedom!!!!
my new friend, Rebecca (she's a newbie at work) had to face her today....
well, she was working night shift
while K is working morning shift
they met during taking over shift
there was a problem with the casher
so K stayed a little longer
and for tat 1 hr rebecca work with K
just tat hour
she msg me to complain about K
talking too much....
hahaha....
1 hr only....
i had to face her like many times
but at least now its over....

this coming week....
working on monday night shift (confirm) - alone
wednesday night shift (not confirm - might change with elly for either her tuesday or thursday night shift) - alone
friday morning (confirm) - with i think faith (haven met her yet)
think i took over Allen's job cause she use to work alternate days (2 nights 1 day)
but hey....
less tiring for me
well of course more boring for me....
but hey....
always look forward to do something....

*to the new girls
experience and practice is all u need
u will be good in the job u do just by having these 2
and of course confidence
dun rush
take it slow and easy
trust in ur partner
trust in urself
mistakes could happen
but by learning ur mistakes takes u one step closer to becoming a better sales person
dun be shy
talk out loud
practice different languages
and everything will be fine
and oh yeah
dun forget to bring breakfast and lunch....
cause the food at the place is EXPENSIVE!!!!
set goals for profits....
1st - $...
after achieving it set 2nd goal - $...
tat way u would be looking forward in doing the job and wont feel tat bored....
remember daily duties (opening & closing duties & stock check - stock up new stock)
remember weekday duties (monday - freezer b, tuesday - freezer a, wednesday - freezer, thursday - chiller)

i once wished upon;

Sunday, January 21, 2007

learn to leave the past in the past
and never let the past ruin the present
however, there are times tat u thought u manage to do tat
only to realise its back here again
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i had always thought tat i manage to control the past
as in not letting the past ruin me
i guess im wrong
the past has ruin a part of me

use to like a guy who clearly doesnt like me back
though its the part tat he doesnt like me back tat hurt
but the way people around him react
im not the kind of person who feels tat whoever i like must like me back
cause i dun like forcing
cause forcing is bad

anyway
a year after tat i was recovered
though at times when i was reminded it would still hurt
then last year everything changes
and it is for the better

i was enjoying the company of my class
my close friends like nithya, sherril, tarshi and surprisingly oscar
outside friends like hazzie and nad too
of course not forgetting my family

everything went well and im starting to be myself
and being myself was the great thing i felt
the mention of him no longer effects
but rather makes me laugh when i think back

it was only a few weeks back i realise
tat im not really back to who i am
went out with tania to east coast for fun
and sit down by the beach to have a relaxation time

did some talking and some thinking
that's when i realise that a part of me is hiding
i was trying my best not to like someone
rather forcing myself not to like someone

tat time then i realise why is that so
cause not tat i enjoy freedom
but i was afraid of what would happen
afraid tat the past would repeat

saw the guy tat i think i like
every single day when i work alright
he would walk past my workplace
as its nearby there he works

try to avoid him as much as i can
but he saved someone makes me fall harder
wats more my bosses like him too
and i guess he likes them too

he talk to me not once but twice
but not even once i say a word
just nodded and shook my head as an answer
then felt sad and regret after tat

now still avoiding to keep myself safe
cause seeing my friends hurt make me feel unsafe
plus not only tat but the past too
reminded tat i was once hurt and felt so blue

hid myself away
make myself busy
its slightly working

wishing for my friends to help me up
cheer me up
and pick myself up
as tats all i've got

i once wished upon;

Zleepygal's back.....
dunno for a while or not....

anyway
friends of mine keep pestering me to update....
so here i am....
been busy working i guess....
anyway.....
im bored at home....
at work bored....
at home also bored.....
designing a shirt is the only thing i could do to keep myself from bordem....
but I CANT DRAW!!!!....
settle tat later....

last friday, meet up with tarshi....
went cycling and inline skating.....
and let me just say....
we are beginners for skating....
it was funny though.....
took lots of photos....
did some thinking at the bridge.....
which i regret actually.....
cause now the topic that i wanna stay away kept popping up in my mind....
sad.....

haiz....
wont be working with Iffah anymore....
was set with new girls.....
not tat i dun like working with newcomers.....
but i really enjoyed working with Iffah....
haiz....
sad.....
but the good news is tat i wont be working with the CHATTERBOX!!!!
finally freedom!!!!
no more headache....
can relex and do the job peacefully.....

make friends at work....
which is nice....
people working at other stalls besides us are also nice.....
espicially the makcik at the malay stall....
serving the customers are fun....
espicially the americans and europeans....
and the japanese of course....
though i hate serving a group of people from....
i wont mention where....
learn new language....
love making drinks....
love scooping ice cream in the cup....
NO NO TO CONE!!!!
yet to like serving food....
espicially waffles....

but to come to think of it....
i was only supposed to work 20hrs per week....
only to find myself working the most.....
simple reason.....
when ppl cant make it, first person they would ask....
ME!!!
now im starting to think tat i no longer work for experience
but rather work for the $$
its worning me out yet i still work....
without asking for a break....
again for money....
at times too i would feel sick of coming to work....
sick of seeing the people i see everyday....
except....
i dunno if there's any exception....
50/50% feelings....
every week.....
told myself....
quit quit quit quit.....
and yet i see myself going to work....

but for this coming week....
on thu & friday....
confirm i wont be working even if they ask to replace someone.....
need some time off....

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i once wished upon;