Zleepygal's Nikki

2007-02-10T11:19:00.000+08:00

"How do you think you did? What do you want?"
"Urm....I want Poly"
"Congratulations! You got it! You got 16 for L1R4"
(conversation with Ex-Form Teacher when taking the results)

I'm so damn happy!
all i wanted is just being able to enter poly....
okay....too early to be happy....
dunno whether can get the course i wanted....

anyway, before all that, met up with tarsh, sherril, and nithya for lunch....
sat down talking about results.....
sherril was saying tat if she cant get poly, she will take private diploma
for me, i would choose to go ITE then Poly....
a longer route i know....but all i wanted is to get to poly....
and achieve wat i want....
besides, ITE now has been improving.....
taking the same route as my cousin....
i dun look down on ITE....
mummy and daddy also ask me to take tat route....

anyway.....
my prediction of my results was 23....
anything over 20 coz i didnt really study....
rather a last minute study....
getting a 16 is so damn great for me....
even happier to find tat i had reach target for my maths (b4), malay (a2)
but sad tat my science and fnn failed....
so some IT courses i couldnt take (but none i want to take)....
no engineering and any science courses (also i dun wanna take)
the good news is tat i pass my humanities!!!!!
i thought i would fail my humanities coz i cant do the history or at least a jus pass of c5 or c6.....
but i got a B3....
yeah B3!!!!
with b3 for both humanities and poa....
b4 for maths
b4 for english....
and an a2 for malay....
im going for business courses....
putting NYP first then NP.....
cause NYP is more convenient for me....
though i know NP sch of business is better....
after the business course, i putting some IT courses....
coz they say as long as sit for the paper....
didnt say need to pass it....
its a little disadvantage, but, i just give it a shot....
about which one i wan first is yet to settle....
evaluating today....
will be getting the ans lastest my monday....
tats the day i will log on a sign up....

for all who is going through JPSAE....
i wish u all the best for the interview....
give it a shot.....
u would nv know how good u are unless u try....

oh yeah.....
for those who wonder why i didnt choose to go MI
the reason is
im nt the kind of book person....
im the kind of hands-on....
tats why i choose to go poly or ITE then to go Pre-U
and taking A-Level is nt wat i wanted....
dun really wanna go through exam periods like i did for secondary and primary....
wanna try something different like Diploma....
and going through attatchment....
im nt like my bro....
a studious person....
i jus like doing things at the same time study....
instead of studiying....
tats jus the way i am....

2007-01-26T22:07:00.000+08:00

okay....i think there's sumthing wrong with my blog....
will fix tat some other day....

im gonna be 17 soon!!!!
this coming wednesday....
duty roster shows tat i would be working night shiftg....
tat's the sad part....
though im trying to swap days with elly....
but on the other side, if i do need to work....
my friends will be there to celebrate my birthday with me at work....
who knows boss would let me eat the ice cream....
hahaha....
another thing....
pay day is coming!!!!
$$$$
can spend spend spend....
without anyone stopping me cause its my own money....
*power of working*
wonder wat i'll be buying....
most days i'll be working (confirm one....always need to cover for people - tiring but will get more pay)
and on my off days would be shopping....
cause staying at home would be boring....
either shopping or go have some fun....

another thing....
K wont be coming back to work already!!!!
yeah!!!!
freedom!!!!
my new friend, Rebecca (she's a newbie at work) had to face her today....
well, she was working night shift
while K is working morning shift
they met during taking over shift
there was a problem with the casher
so K stayed a little longer
and for tat 1 hr rebecca work with K
just tat hour
she msg me to complain about K
talking too much....
hahaha....
1 hr only....
i had to face her like many times
but at least now its over....

this coming week....
working on monday night shift (confirm) - alone
wednesday night shift (not confirm - might change with elly for either her tuesday or thursday night shift) - alone
friday morning (confirm) - with i think faith (haven met her yet)
think i took over Allen's job cause she use to work alternate days (2 nights 1 day)
but hey....
less tiring for me
well of course more boring for me....
but hey....
always look forward to do something....

*to the new girls
experience and practice is all u need
u will be good in the job u do just by having these 2
and of course confidence
dun rush
take it slow and easy
trust in ur partner
trust in urself
mistakes could happen
but by learning ur mistakes takes u one step closer to becoming a better sales person
dun be shy
talk out loud
practice different languages
and everything will be fine
and oh yeah
dun forget to bring breakfast and lunch....
cause the food at the place is EXPENSIVE!!!!
set goals for profits....
1st - $...
after achieving it set 2nd goal - $...
tat way u would be looking forward in doing the job and wont feel tat bored....
remember daily duties (opening & closing duties & stock check - stock up new stock)
remember weekday duties (monday - freezer b, tuesday - freezer a, wednesday - freezer, thursday - chiller)

2007-01-21T19:18:00.000+08:00

learn to leave the past in the past
and never let the past ruin the present
however, there are times tat u thought u manage to do tat
only to realise its back here again
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i had always thought tat i manage to control the past
as in not letting the past ruin me
i guess im wrong
the past has ruin a part of me

use to like a guy who clearly doesnt like me back
though its the part tat he doesnt like me back tat hurt
but the way people around him react
im not the kind of person who feels tat whoever i like must like me back
cause i dun like forcing
cause forcing is bad

anyway
a year after tat i was recovered
though at times when i was reminded it would still hurt
then last year everything changes
and it is for the better

i was enjoying the company of my class
my close friends like nithya, sherril, tarshi and surprisingly oscar
outside friends like hazzie and nad too
of course not forgetting my family

everything went well and im starting to be myself
and being myself was the great thing i felt
the mention of him no longer effects
but rather makes me laugh when i think back

it was only a few weeks back i realise
tat im not really back to who i am
went out with tania to east coast for fun
and sit down by the beach to have a relaxation time

did some talking and some thinking
that's when i realise that a part of me is hiding
i was trying my best not to like someone
rather forcing myself not to like someone

tat time then i realise why is that so
cause not tat i enjoy freedom
but i was afraid of what would happen
afraid tat the past would repeat

saw the guy tat i think i like
every single day when i work alright
he would walk past my workplace
as its nearby there he works

try to avoid him as much as i can
but he saved someone makes me fall harder
wats more my bosses like him too
and i guess he likes them too

he talk to me not once but twice
but not even once i say a word
just nodded and shook my head as an answer
then felt sad and regret after tat

now still avoiding to keep myself safe
cause seeing my friends hurt make me feel unsafe
plus not only tat but the past too
reminded tat i was once hurt and felt so blue

hid myself away
make myself busy
its slightly working

wishing for my friends to help me up
cheer me up
and pick myself up
as tats all i've got

2007-01-21T18:54:00.000+08:00

Zleepygal's back.....
dunno for a while or not....

anyway
friends of mine keep pestering me to update....
so here i am....
been busy working i guess....
anyway.....
im bored at home....
at work bored....
at home also bored.....
designing a shirt is the only thing i could do to keep myself from bordem....
but I CANT DRAW!!!!....
settle tat later....

last friday, meet up with tarshi....
went cycling and inline skating.....
and let me just say....
we are beginners for skating....
it was funny though.....
took lots of photos....
did some thinking at the bridge.....
which i regret actually.....
cause now the topic that i wanna stay away kept popping up in my mind....
sad.....

haiz....
wont be working with Iffah anymore....
was set with new girls.....
not tat i dun like working with newcomers.....
but i really enjoyed working with Iffah....
haiz....
sad.....
but the good news is tat i wont be working with the CHATTERBOX!!!!
finally freedom!!!!
no more headache....
can relex and do the job peacefully.....

make friends at work....
which is nice....
people working at other stalls besides us are also nice.....
espicially the makcik at the malay stall....
serving the customers are fun....
espicially the americans and europeans....
and the japanese of course....
though i hate serving a group of people from....
i wont mention where....
learn new language....
love making drinks....
love scooping ice cream in the cup....
NO NO TO CONE!!!!
yet to like serving food....
espicially waffles....

but to come to think of it....
i was only supposed to work 20hrs per week....
only to find myself working the most.....
simple reason.....
when ppl cant make it, first person they would ask....
ME!!!
now im starting to think tat i no longer work for experience
but rather work for the $$
its worning me out yet i still work....
without asking for a break....
again for money....
at times too i would feel sick of coming to work....
sick of seeing the people i see everyday....
except....
i dunno if there's any exception....
50/50% feelings....
every week.....
told myself....
quit quit quit quit.....
and yet i see myself going to work....

but for this coming week....
on thu & friday....
confirm i wont be working even if they ask to replace someone.....
need some time off....

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2006-12-07T21:19:00.000+08:00

Congratulation to Hazzie who had gotten a job at Motion Sports!
After weeks of searching for a job, u had finally got a stable one.....
though of course we both know we wanted to see Cutie again sometime....

well as for me, i got the job at Frutta la Viva....
The job tat i had wishing so bad to get....
well of course i wasnt wishing for it when i was with my previous job....
when im under the Cutie boy/man ( he looks too young for his age!)....
but once away from my previous job, i hadnt thought of Frutta as i thought they wont call back....
i mean, when i went for the interview mid-Nov, the owner said tat they would contact me if im choosen latest by the week after....
and now is like Dec....
going to be mid-Dec.....

anyway, went out with Tarsh and Nithya....
been a while since i've seen them....
we jus ate, hang out....
take neoprints....
which tarsheeni owe me since last year....
*tarsh, last year u did tell me tat u were bankcrupt tats y cant take neoprint.im sticking to tat no matter how many times u say u didnt say tat*
then off we went to sherril's work place....
glad to see her working well....
she looks happy though....
even happier when she sees us....
anyway....
all the best on your work.....

for nithya and tarsh....
dun rush in finding a job....
u will soon get it....

for others, espicially my classmates who are currently working....
the workforce would be tough at times....
but it will help u prepare for the future....
all the best to u....
i would love to see u work....
nt disturb, but see from far also will do....
to see how u're doing....
(most working at Vivo right?)
anyway....
hope u like ur job....
and i know u did well in ur jobs....
all the best u guys....

2006-12-04T23:30:00.000+08:00

last thursday to saturday, i went for a job training....
though it seems like a lecture hall to be....
lots of scientific stuff....
and i hate science....
at times it kinda boring....
but of course if there's a bad part, there's a good part too....

at first there's about 70 people....
more spacific, 70 students....
didn't know wat i'm supposed to promote....
once i saw the company, i'm pretty much shock....
nt the kind job i wanted....
or rather i dun mind being a sales promoter....
just i dont wanna promote that product....
besides, if my parents knew this, they will 100% object....
becaus my cousin is working as that too....
but she's with a different company....

sure the pay is $$$$....
but the task? some may say easy....
some may say difficult....
and for me, its difficult....
not that i can't promote....
just that my family is totally against it....
even my dad is willing to buy whatever i want, so long as i quit that job....
that's the sad part though....

the best part is MY GROUP! my group is all malay students.....
im no racist....
but its kinda nice being group with the malays once in a while....
since in sec sch i've always been surrounded with other races....
kinda miss that being in a group with the malays....
what's more....
we got a cool malay leader....
okay CUTE malay leader....
he's really friendly and he's able to break the ice within seconds....
he's young for his age ( nv say that to him - he will think he's all that ) and he communicate with us using the teenagers language....
maybe he's nt out from his teenage days....
anyway, he had been there for us....
making sure that we knew him well....
as well as he know us well....
as well as we know each other well....
even the 2 new members ( they were previously from another group but they temperory came to our group on fri as there were not enough sits in their group) wanted to be a part of our group....
that's because they were much comfortable with my group....
(or maybe because their leader forget that they were in his group) anyway, my leader explained clearly our duty....
making sure we understands....
and help us in any way he can....
in other words, he's a nice, sweet guy....
jus dun say that to him....
oh yeah and he's CUTE !!!! right Hazzie? hahaha....

okay....
im supposed to msg him last sat, 9pm....
but i didnt....
cause my family dun wants me work at the place no longer....
i didnt even msg to tell him that i quit....
maybe cause i dun wanna disappoint him....
cause me & hazzie are the ones who came for all training....
but then again....
he has been working there for months....
so maybe he's use to his crews backing out....
but then again....
haiz....
sorry i had to....
didnt really like the job....
but i do enjoy the training....
espicially the group discussion....
there's when the laughter could be heard....
and smiles could be seen.... i
m gonna miss that....

oh yeah....
the presenter pronounced psycological as....
si-co-lo-gi-cal....
everyones laugh....
he smiles....
but he didnt seem to know why....

*miss the discussion
*miss the group
*miss the sweet memories
** miss my class 4E3 the most !

2006-12-04T22:50:00.000+08:00

memories when searching for jobs (may be good, may be bad) u decide which is which

1. at the tanjong pagar building -
the door is automatic sliding door. because of busy talking to hazzie, i actually push the door, making a thud....

2. took a bus from lavander all the way to woodlands -
a long, cold, bumpy rides

3. discussion on the bus going from lavander to woodlands -
u should know what we were talking about Hazzie

4. while crossing the road at Bugis at night -
i nearly bump into a car which is waiting for the traffic.... i dunno what i was doing or thinking

5. walking in front of Lucky Plaza -
seriously there's so many maids down there....hate walking there

6. good news and bad news -
told Hazzie that the leader is not coming....was told by his friend who was with us the previous day....she took it seriously, and when i said im just fooling her she slapped me on my arm.... for a skinny girl, her slaps are painful....

7. going to a certain mall or shopping centre -
Hazzie got the place mixed up, Tanglin Mall and Tanglin Shopping Centre

8. the ice-cream shop -
was told that after seeing the ECON minimart, walk inside.... thought it was weird, until we found out that its not walk inside the minimart, but walk inside the building....

9. while taking a break -
at Borders, saw Adrian Pang and his family....then went to Paragon, saw Olinda....

10. message i sent to Hazzie on Sun -
okay, i classifide this as good memories, for me that is.... knowing that both of us were supposed to msg our leader, and suspucting he would msg us or call us if we didnt, i sent a msg, using my mum's phone (hazzie doesnt store her no.) pretending to be my leader in the beginning of the msg, and saying it was me at the ending....

11. on 2nd training, group discussion -
leader wasn't there....thought he wont be coming....

12. the interview at Douby Ghaut -
interviewed by a hot young man....

13. the boss office at Tanjong Pagar -
the smell of ciggarate, is so strong....its an air-con room. felt like being choked

14. outside the office -
once stepped out of the elevator, could smell a strong ciggarate scent....

15. Paragon toilet -
amazingly, Hazzie was fascinated with the way to open the main door to the ladies room....

16. at Novena -
a friend of mine, who came earlier than me and hazzie, reached at the destination place later than us.... he search for the office which is at 11th floor, at a 4 story high building instead of the tall building....

17. the song in Toys-R-Us
keep playing the song till its stuck to my head

18. Mrt stopping at Yishun -
okay, i admit for this im mean.... i told hazzie that the mrt that she's in is stopping at yishun and not jurong. she took it seriously, so she stopped at khatib to take the next train as she know at yishun will be crowded. but, the next train is the train that WILL be stopping at Yishun.... okay, im bad for tricking her.... sorry gal! thought u would check first before alighting

19. game on last day of training -
i lost, so need to do something (thought i feel that i wouldnt have lost as they didnt play the game correctly)....they ask to dance, and i did, i obviously did, only to find out that they didnt see (again not fair)

20. the trainers at training -
those i thought in late teens, are actually early 20s. those i thought early 20s, are late 20s. those i thought in the 20s, are teens....

that's all for now i guess.... cant remember the rest....
Hazzie, any others? tell me if u can remember any

*miss training
**miss 4E3

2006-12-04T22:22:00.000+08:00

site's back up....
jus finish finishing touches....
but still doing changes....
jus finding time to do it....
anyway....
today's the reopening of MUSICA-ESQUINA.BLOGSPOT.COM !!!!